I look back on this every day, and think why did I do this again? I want to be able to go back, and show my kids look what your weird mom did. I can already hear zay’s smart ass comments in my head (def my child lol.) This is important though because this is something that was important to ME. I always feel like I get too deep in some of these, and honestly it’s not all bad.

It’s really easy to show my strong, outgoing side. It’s harder to show vulnerabilities, hard times, random thoughts etc. Those are what make us more human, and more relatable. Why don’t we do that enough? Share more, and pass judgement less.

I’ve always tripped out about how we come into this world without any scratches completely unscathed. In a sense, PERFECT. We get touched, and impacted by different things in life that leave their mark. Like the mark on your skin where there’ll always be a scar from falling. What about the scars that aren’t visible? The ones that are engraved into your brain that will never be healed, or forgotten.

That’s one of the few, but many crazy things about life. You never leave it the same way you came in. We leave with so much more damn life. Ironic isn’t it? We come in clueless. Your mind is like a brand new hard drive ready for data to be stored. Leaving with more knowledge, memories, experience etc. I never really like the saying, but it’s true life really is a trip so make the best of the f*cking ride. While controlling as much of it as you can.

Weird.. all of these deep random thoughts are covered by layers of dark humor, and poorly timed jokes. 😂 I guess it’s because I always have so much going on in my head, and I’m DEFINITELY not good at sharing feelings face to face. Public speaking? F*ck that. Lol

Isn’t it crazy how you can have basically any kind of transplant except for a brain transplant? That’s another talk for another time though LOL.

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